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  LOST

  jennifer davis

  Copyright © 2017

  Jennifer Davis All rights reserved.

  For my love,

  who has always loved and believed in me, even when I did not

  prologue

  I glance up from my book and see him walking toward me. When did he get on the plane? I thought he was going to New York? My heart starts racing. I look over and Jack's sleeping soundly next to me. My eyes meet the object of my lust and he nods, wanting me to follow him. But should I follow him? What does he want with me? I sit in my seat, undecided for a moment. Curiosity wins. I jump up and walk down the aisle, glancing behind me to be sure Jack is still sound asleep. Where did he go? I walk toward the galley, expecting him to be in there. I peer around the corner and see no sign of him. Is this some kind of game? A forceful hand on my shoulder startles me. I whip around to see Mr. Lust discreetly holding open the door to the lavatory. Seriously? He extends his hand and my intrigue forces me to follow him inside.

  He shuts the door and I shift uncomfortably. “What are you doing here?” I question him, both scared and excited by the situation.

  He lets out a sigh. “Bella, I’m just”—he pauses—“fuck, I'm finishing this.” He pulls me toward him and our arms immediately wrap around each other. He grabs my head, pulling my chin toward him. Our lips meet and I feel a burning throughout my body. I never thought we’d share another kiss, especially not trapped in the confines of this tiny bathroom, just feet away from my boyfriend. We kiss each other hard, our tongues wrap around each other’s while he pulls my head, tugging my hair in hungry passion.

  He turns me around and we grasp for air to catch our breath. I stand in front of him, our bodies still pressed against each other from the tight quarters of the bathroom. We both stare into the mirror in front of us, and he slowly pulls down the top of my dress, exposing my bra. His fingers slide across my shoulders, and my body is electrified, with every little hair standing at attention, wondering, waiting for his next move. He leans forward and kisses my neck, taking small nibbles as he moves along. His hands slide across my breasts, and my nipples immediately harden, begging for more attention.

  His hands continue downward, grabbing my hips and then lifting up my dress enough to slide his hand beneath the fabric. His left hand is wrapped around my waist, holding me close to him, and his right hand slips into my panties. I watch his face in the mirror, so focused and entranced by me. I'm still barely breathing, releasing only short shallow breaths as the pleasure and anticipation move through me, waiting and wondering what he'll do next. I reach my hand behind me, grabbing his belt, and feeling his arousal through his pants. I remove his belt and slide my hand inside, finding his massive muscle ready and waiting. I gently massage him, feeling the sheer size as I move my hand up and down. He lets out a groan of pleasure just as he slides his finger inside of me. I nearly lose it right then, feeling myself tighten and excite with his expert stroke. His fingers are long and strong, giving me a preview of the mystery object waiting in his pants.

  “I need you now,” Mr. Lust commands, both telling me and asking me at once. I nod my head with approval, desperate to feel him inside of me. He slides my panties to the side with his finger, and without removing them, he pushes forward and I feel him inside of me. We groan in unison, and our bodies start moving in synchronous rhythm. Our hips rock in succession and I feel myself tighten around him. I grab his head again, kissing him so that our tongues are moving in the same sweet sequence as our bodies. He slides in and out of me, quickly but fully, teasing me with each movement, bringing me closer and closer to the edge. I reach around and grab his ass, feeling how taut it is as it flexes over and over again. My climax begins to build inside of me, and he instantly starts moving faster and faster, somehow sensing that I’m near the edge. The explosive need keeps building and building, and I know I won't make it much longer. I feel my body reaching the point of no return and I grab his neck and deepen my kiss just as my climax explodes through my body. His body responds to my vibrations and I feel him tense, then watch his eyes close as he finds his release with me. I sit with him still inside of me, lost in his eyes. I study his face, trying to tell what this practical stranger is thinking.

  Then, my own thoughts return, and I realize what I’ve just done. Did I really just betray the man I’m falling in love with for Lust?

  one

  The jetway is cold from the winter air, and Jack leans his body into mine, sweeping his arm loosely around me to keep me warm. “Will they be greeting us with a hot toddy once we board?” Jack laughs. I smile back at my handsome boyfriend, just steps away from our first holiday together.

  “That would be nice! But we’ll probably have to settle for champagne.” I giggle, feeling nervous but excited. Today marks only six weeks of dating, yet here we are, about to embark on our first trip together. And not just any trip, a holiday in Paris, the city of love, on the weekend of love. In what fantasy world am I living? Love doesn’t just come this easily. I force the negativity from my mind. I am deserving of love. I remind myself of the words of my childhood therapist, still wanting to believe in love despite never having experienced it.

  “Welcome aboard! Which seats are you in?” A sweet, southern flight attendant, clearly hailing from my hometown of Atlanta, greets us as we enter the business class cabin. She smiles at us and soft wrinkles form around her face, showing her age.

  “3A and 3B,” I reply.

  “Great, you’re right this way.” She points to the aisle in front of us and we make the short walk to our seats. Always the gentleman, Jack takes my suitcase from me and lifts it into the overhead compartment. I smile to myself, enjoying the view of his flexing muscles. His sky-blue eyes sparkle with the evening sun that shines through the windows. He wears dark jeans with a gray mock neck sweater zipped down to reveal a peek of his navy blue and white checkered shirt. Standing six feet tall with a strong linebacker build allows him to easily toss our bags above us.

  “Window or aisle?” I turn to ask him, catching an excited grin on his face.

  “Wow, babe, this is awesome! Are these really our seats?" He glances around the business class cabin, taking it all in.

  “Yes! Just one of the perks of my job,” I nonchalantly respond, while secretly gloating that I have finally managed to impress him! He’s spent the last month and a half wining and dining me with opulent dinners, but thanks to my job I can get us business class to Paris!

  “Well, this is awesome, thank you. And I’ll take the aisle…unless you want it?”

  “Nope it’s all yours.” I slide into the window seat, setting my red Longchamp purse and matching tote bag in front of me. I catch a glimpse of myself in the window and smooth my medium-length blonde hair. My hazel eyes are complemented by my dark brown mascara and curled lashes. Light pink blush gives color to my otherwise pale complexion, with a similar tint on my large lips.

  “Can I offer you two some champagne?”

  “Yes, please!” Jack nods at the request. He takes the glasses from the flight attendant and hands one to me. “Cheers, baby. Here’s to a wonderful Valentine’s Day weekend that we’ll never forget.”

  “I’ll drink to that!” My glass clinks with his and he leans over and gives me a quick kiss. Even the brief graze of his lips makes me squirm inside, reminding me of my wicked weekend plans for him. After forty-four days with my perfect-thus-far boyfriend, we’ve gotten to know each other in many ways, except one very obvious and intimate one. This weekend, I will be handing him my v-card. You’re not technically a virgin, Jess, my subconscious quickly reminds me. Will may not have been good in bed, but you did still sleep with him. I internally roll my eyes at the thought of my ex-boyfriend. Fine, if women were allotted two v-cards, Mr. Jackson Cl
arke would be the lucky recipient of card number 2.

  The thought of giving myself to him has been on my mind since we first met, thanks to my impromptu enrollment in an online dating app, under the guidance of my dear friend Sarah. The stars were aligned for me and Jack; we met after just one day on the app, which gave me the push I needed to officially move past my boring and loathsome relationship with my college boyfriend, Will. A relationship that at times gave me glimpses of lust and even love, but never warranted true feelings or release of the L word.

  “This champagne is fantastic!” Jack says, leaning into me. “Almost as fantastic as kissing you,” he says in a deep, quiet voice. Oh, my. Jack’s oversized lips quickly entrap mine, and I melt into the fantasy that awaits us just hours from now. Knowing what lies beneath his fitted dark jeans makes me squirm, imagining his sexiest muscle inside of me. Looks can be deceiving, Jess. Will looked the part but didn’t have the talent, remember? And do you really think that you’ve met the perfect guy and you can just fall in love and live happily ever after? “Mmmh,” Jack groans into my mouth and it’s just what I need to squash the negativity resounding within.

  As the plane accelerates forward, I say a quick silent prayer to my non-denominational god. Thank you for my job at Global Airlines, which has given me the ability to fly to Paris in business class, with Jack. Thank you for Jack, my perfect, all-American boyfriend. And thank you for the mind-blowing sex that hopefully awaits. And maybe, one day, love.

  After a five-course dinner with wine pairings, two movies, and a short, buzzed nap on the plane, we arrive à Paris. Brisk, snowy air greets us as we walk out of the subway tunnel onto the Champs-Élysées. The famous street is a beautiful sight even on the dark winter morning. White lights decorate the trees that line the wide street. Parisians ride bicycles through the crowds, making their way to work. The sidewalks are bolstered by the most amazing designer stores: Chanel, Burberry, Christian Dior Couture, Louis Vuitton, Dolce & Gabbana. And the list goes on.

  Jack sees me bundling up, and he outstretches his right arm, pulling me close to his body. I take the cue and wrap my arms around him, holding him tightly. His black puffy jacket squishes against my arms and I giggle as he deflates in front of me. His gorgeous eyes scan ahead to the street in front of us. He has a slight rim of red around his eyelids, a telltale sign of the sleep we missed on the plane. His dark blond hair is a little rumpled, but despite his airplane bed head, he becomes even sexier as snowflakes decorate his short mane. His cheeks are rosy from brisk air, and it reminds me of his post-orgasm glow.

  “Oh, don’t worry baby, I’ll warm you right up once we get to our room." Yes! My body starts craving the post-breakfast dessert, a hot Americano sliding down my throat. “Oh yeah? Maybe I’ll warm you up." My frisky comment draws his attention.

  “I’d like to see that. Come on, the Sofitel is just up ahead,” he nods.

  ***

  We’re finally alone. I hear Jack bid adieu to the bellman and the door to our hotel room close, signaling my heart to beat faster, thinking of what comes next. I stare back at myself in the mirror, feeling my erotic anticipation overriding my incoming jetlag. I quickly splash water on my face and gargle some mouthwash in a sixty-second attempt at freshening up. I pull the towel to my face and sense Jack is just a few steps behind me.

  “So,” he says, posting himself up in the bathroom doorway, looking unbelievably sexy in his wrinkled undershirt and eighteen-hour stubble.

  “So,” I respond back with a giggle, unsure if I’m ready to make my move or not.

  “So, Jess. You kidnapped me and forced me to come to Paris, and now you have me here. In your hotel room.” He pauses, sauntering slowly toward me. “So…” another pause, this time a wicked grin spreading across his face, “what are you going to do with me?”

  Oh, fuck me. Literally. I lunge at him, stopping him dead in his tracks. I grab at his belt and pull it furiously as I kiss him hard. “I’m going to have my way with you,” I moan the words, and as he grabs my head, I feel his divine mouth move into an approving smile. My lips quickly part, wanting to taste him. All of him. My fingers quickly find the button on his pants and I undo it using my thumb and two fingers. I unzip him in one easy movement, then use both of my hands to push his pants to the floor. Jack reaches his left arm around my back, then grabs the fabric of my sweater dress and lifts it up, resting his palm on my bare ass.

  I fumble with the buttons on Jack’s shirt, and I have only undone three of them before I feel a warm finger circling my clitoris. “God, baby, you’re so wet for me.” He groans into my ear as his finger slides deeper inside of me. “I want you, Jess.” His words radiate through my desperate body and a small squeak falls out of my mouth. Jack pulls me to him and I feel his long, hard cock through his boxer briefs. Our eyes meet, and we stare deep into each other as we both pant, knowing what’s to come. Hopefully me! Jack guides me backward a few steps before he stops to lean his back against the side of the sofa, then slides a second finger inside of me. My body gyrates with his hand, responding to his touch. He withdraws his fingers and moves both of his hands around my back, finding the zipper of my dress. His hands are warm and strong, and they move purposefully, teasing me as he goes painstakingly slow to remove my dress.

  My thoughts are pleading with him to get it off. To get me off. Please, Jack, fuck me already! His breathing is heavy, and he groans into my ear as I step out of my dress. “I can’t wait any longer, baby. I need to have you. Now.” His eyes stare into mine, looking for my approval before he continues. Finally!

  “I want you too, Jack,” I respond with a whisper of approval. He kisses me with need and scoops his hands below my ass, lifting me up to him. My arms are wrapped around his neck, my legs holding tightly around him. I balance myself against his body, and Jack slowly kneels, taking us both to the ground. My bare bottom lands on the plush rug beneath me. Jack scoots me forward as he leans me on my back. I feel his warm man muscle slide across my clitoris, and my body nearly explodes. I will myself to wait for him to be inside me before letting go. I lie on my back and slide my hands down Jack’s strong arms. I feel him inching toward me, and his body slowly lowers onto mine as our eyes lock. He leans down and my mouth meets his, our tongues lingering passionately.

  Finally, I feel his throbbing manhood against the apex of my peach and I wiggle my hips, trying to push him inside of me. It slides against my wetness and Jack gives me a quick thrust to push his body inside of mine. We both groan as our bodies connect for the first time, and I relish how he fills me completely. Our bodies begin to grind together in perfect rhythm and Jack wastes no time further exploring me. His mouth moves to my neck, sending erotic tingles through every millimeter, making me suddenly aware of every nerve ending in my body. His lips move down to my right breast, and he pauses, gently sucking it, and I feel the need swelling inside of me. My left breast is his next target and my back arches, allowing him to take more of it in his mouth. His hot mouth sucks, and nibbles, and then sucks it some more. His tongue swirls around across my nipple in torturous rhythm until I can’t take it any longer. My legs begin to shake and Jack’s eyes stare wickedly into mine. He grabs my hair and kisses me hard while moving his hips faster and faster, forcing me to let go, my body exploding around him. So, this is what I’ve been missing! The feeling is so intense I can barely breathe; I inhale oxygen only through my shallow moans that I can barely control.

  “You ok, baby?” I nod my head as I focus on my ruggedly handsome boyfriend. Jack continues thrusting inside of me, but slows his pace as I catch my breath. My fingers move across his back, holding him tightly, and I feel the orgasm growing inside of me again. The muscles in his back and arms begin to tighten and his rhythm increases. Each movement massages me inside, bringing me closer and closer to another climax. I didn’t know I could do this once, much less twice in a row! The intense feelings overtake me as the explosion rises to the edge of the surface once more. I see Jack’s face twist as he edges clo
ser to his release. Then, his muscles tighten further and his body vibrates across mine as he comes, grabbing me tightly. Feeling him lose control extracts my second orgasm. Our bodies shake while we clutch each other’s skin. My. Mind. Is. Blown.

  two

  I open my eyes, bleary and tired from the amazing and passionate morning I shared with Jack. I turn my head to the other side of the pillow, and a smile forms on my lips as I feel his warmth next to me. How could I be this lucky? The combination of mental and physical attraction is something I haven’t felt before. Literally, I realize, considering my one and only prior sexual partner was never able to give me an orgasm from sex. I guess I wasn’t the problem! It’s like everything about Jack just matches perfectly with me. The hopeful part of my heart tries to reassure me that this feeling is more than just a postcoital fantasy. It’s the beginning of something real.

  I nuzzle my head into Jack’s chest, feeling it gently rise and fall as he sleeps peacefully. I begin running my fingers through his chest hair, a feature that makes him even manlier and sexier to me. As I twirl my fingers, I watch his body begin to twitch, recognizing my soft touch. His eyes open, staring back at me with the intensity I have come to enjoy. I know exactly what this look means, even this early in the morning. His fiery, hungry stare pulls my innermost desires right up to the surface. Jack swiftly grabs me, pulling the rest of my body on top of him. Despite the frigid winter morning, I feel the heat run through me, anxious and excited for his next move.

  “How’d you sleep?” Jack breathes, his voice cracking slightly after our sleep. He clears his throat, allowing him to find his deep smooth sound. My eyes peel open at the sound of his savory voice.